This morning I read a quote from a Photographer off of Twitter. It struck me and I see how I can apply it to myself.
@JeshdeRox : my hope springs from knowing that even the darkest days can become stepping stones to beautiful ones when they’re met with love.
It’s at least it’s a positive thought to dwell on. I’m really, really, really scared.
I’ve got to the point that I have what I need to know regarding my treatment and more or less how to get insurance to pay it. Now I feel a little more empowered and informed. I’m just waiting a couple months before we begin treatment and start trying again. But my heart is racing now just thinking about going through the whole process of trying again. I’m scared.